*//- just waiting for your return -\*

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how should I walk these future roads?
But life loves to be deprived,
giving me the most beautiful memories.
Thank you for loving me,even if it was once
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how will this temperature continue?
When winter comes again,
I miss your warm palms,as I'm embraced by this cold wind.
Perhaps only in dreams, there will be no distance between us.
afraid that you're not by my side.
I can't bear to open my eyes,when i know u will not be here

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what can I still use to feel?
My heart has already left with you,
Everyday without you,happiness seems so far away from me.
At that time,I still thought I would only love you so much.
Loving you everyday,this just my innocent wish
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Why do eyes that choose to avoid still filled with awful tears?
it belongs to our frame.
At my side, I see our memories repeating,
On my own, all could feel is only loneliness.
The road to u seems beyond my reach, I LOVE YOU.
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y0rr lurvex.
[[tag mii]

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Im going crazy!!!
Am i born to be tease by others?
Am i born to be look down?
Am i born to be alone?
Why should i be boen in the first place?
Might as well be dead.
NO MATTER
I am already in a place where im dead
But i bet this is worst then death
when i feel scraed or helpless
I realized there is no one to turn to to
NO ONE
My parents has become someone i fear
Home has become a place i dun wan to go to
Im no longer who i am
People say i change
Of course
When u did something theat even u yurself knew it was wrong
u will not forgive yourself
even if the people around u forgive u
but we will not be able to forgive urself
u will feel more sorryful
What do i want from myself?
even i myself am not sure
will i forgive myself
i dunno
i juz wan to be somewhere where noone noes me
so that i can restart
maybe from there will i
release myself
Im beginning to be more sensitive
cry easily at the words people say to me
thinking that people around does not forgive me
I feel so useless
NOBODY CAN SAVE ME
now i hope things will start from where i fallen
pick myself up
but it will take a loooooooooooooooong time....
very long time....

w i i s h ; *
1:38 AM

daa loner. *
Priscilia
`14 going 15
`Junyuan sec
`2e3
`25 april 2005
`taraus
`monkey
`diamond
`priscilia_lrx@hotmail.com

wiishh uponn da starrs. *
[ ]good results
[ ]a good guy
[x]mp3
[x]the latest seris show
[ ]photos with frenz
[ ]necklaces
[ ]soft toys
[ ]to renovate my room

lurvves. *
+ to go shopping
+ hanging around
+ winnie the pooh
+ blue
+ white
+ chocolates
+ dog
+ euu
+ watching tv
+ hearing music
+ slacking

loathhes. *
ppl hu breaak promiises*
ppl hu attitude uu even when uu did nthh wrong*
ppl hu alwaays attitude*
ppl who backstabb me*
ppl hu actt daoo*
ppl hu spoiil my mood*
ppl hu make mii cry*
ppl hu purposely do somthing i dont like in front of me*

remember m|i|i.*
July 2006
August 2006